Tunes: Pro Mixer Wanted

I´m still searching for a professional and productive mixer and computet-based music composer (for windows). I´ve been searching for them all: Pro Tools, Traktor, Cakewalk, Ableton.

But all I´ve found are demos and they are not enough.
Plus, of course, I need to get skilled and learn how to work with them !
So if anyone can get a hold of a complete version of any of the programs above (hopefully a user-friendly device) and be kind to share with me I´ll be forever thankful. I´m willing to buy one, the problem is testing them first so to be sure of the right choice.

Check my tunes and see if I deserve ! *smiles*
Feedback is extremely welcome !

Then... you can give me one of the professional softwares (either because you´d be delighted if I produced more music or because they all suck and I REALLY need help!!!)

:)